Don't have much to say, just thought it's terrible to have a journal more than half a jear old. So I'll let you in on my life - let's see currently I'm:
+ Missing my gf
+ Finishing matric
+ Doing gr8 Music at UNISA (if anyone has a clue about that) and the theory of music is killing me
+ Listening to the news - some guy got his foot bit off by a white shark; t-t-t
+ Being bored
+ Being geeky and using linux (seriously I had enough of MS Windows - works fine for other ppl , just ALWAYS screws up when I use it

Well that's all I have patience for writing...

Bye

A new year...

Last year ended, and this year started off fantastic

I went to visit my gf (sofieea.deviantart.com) in Norway! It's truly been the best time of my life, my best holiday, best christmas and best new year's ever! I really had a fabulous time, thank you so much huni! I love you beyond any comprehension!

but it's also been the saddest time of my life, and even though she's coming here to South Africa in June again () leaving her behind was one of the worst things I've ever had to do.

I feel so lonely being back in SA, and it seems like everything reminds me of the great times we had and just makes things worse *sighs*

The Passionate Shepherd to His Love

Come live with me and be my love,
And we will all the pleasures prove,
That valleys, groves, hills and fields,
Woods or steepy mountains yields.

And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks
By shallow rivers, to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.

And I will make thee beds of roses,
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers and a kirtle
Embroidered all with leaves of myrtle;

A gown made of the finest wool,
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair-lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of the purest gold;

A belt of straw and ivy buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs;
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my love.

The shepherd swains shall dance and sing
For thy delight each May morning;
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me and be my love.

Christopher Marlowe

- would you?

I'm only writing this because I'm too lazy to study *sighs*...

I'm studied sick and still lots more to come...
At least when it's over I've got a fantastic holiday coming up!

Thanks again to my gf [link]! You are fantastic!

(2nd edition - I had to type this twice )

Living : "capable of leaving behind offspring whose characteristics can be refined by natural selection." - science, scientist and philosophers, lots of ppl I promise you don't know.

Why am I living? Why are you living? Why are we living?

Tough question ey? Some ppl say they know, but then after 20min of listening to them trying to explain, you realise it's not why they're living but merely why they want to live. As if they put themselves on earth to complete their own private mission, yeah right

Well one thing's for sure, we do have a "mission" we all will and have and are making a difference, having an effect - good or bad.

There was a time in my life were living was a mere struggle to survive today and the day threafter till the day I'll die and go to Heaven. All I can say is my eyes has been opened, I want to make the most of this wonderfull gift! Thanks to all the hapiness you (the one and only...) give to me. I want to make the most of that and try everything to make you just as happy!

Life can be tough, with pressures smuthering you mercilessly. You might not have much to look forward to and the things you do have are of little significance. On top of that they're short-lived most of the time too. The greenest sight you have is a streched barren waste land.

Keep hope! Forget about the pressures sometimes, leave the duties for tomorrow, and enjoy what you have, the moment. If you don't make time to relax and be happy you never will.

Well thanks to those (esp those whom I haven't came round to reading a single journal ) for reading this far even though it's like a unprepared cermon (those I've heard alot of times) skipping from one thing to another not saying anything really... or if you skipped to here, good for you! ...

also as you know, DA disclaimer applicable, this is my point of view etc... so pls comment, if you agree, esp if you disagree or even if you don't care